someone commented that i'm like dory. i couldnt understand it at first although nemo's fren did cross my mind. For the first time, im forgetful. I guess i'd tried too hard in wanting to forget abt the doldrums im in and i'd conveniently pulled the plug on my memory.
I like it this way. It sux to have an elephant memory. Pain stays longer than usual and happiness lingers as long to cloud the very lessons learnt. In the end, you are reduced to a helplessly hopeful pooch chasing your own tail and biting yourself.
I like this fren, i see the familiar fear in her. Im glad it can no longer hold me at gunpt.I wish she can walk away soon enough as well and look headon, the bruises with pride. I see her potential in being really happy one day and i wish that we together can feel that life is good finally.
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