undying interest

I have an undying interest for the mkt and you know why.
I have dozens of formulas to make it balance just to have them decoded by the mkt armed with a lurking hacker. Left me a mad scientist with experiments that had gone bad and exploded relentlessly under my nose. The pursuit for the right direction keeps me searching for more to feed my used muscles and hungry matter.

I have an undying interest to understand complications and you know why.
I found a representation of the mkt. Haphazard and Fragile. Intense and Lost.
Like a battered bleached bitch holding a last bone with the final chance to conquer the world. Unrealised and unassuming, unknown to the fact that expectations have been runned over. In search for new themes, I prob have created a wrong hypothesis and my scale has turned tipsy and landed on me. The confusions crossed with my wildest imagination and left me blurry eyed with an unabating need to still understand an ever changing consistency.