thecrazybear

i pray that none of those near me would be hurt by this crazy bear.
i thank You for all protection.

my babies are the best~

Being in a place where this love of the root of all evil is developed out of managing the most complex of all relationships. I find that human beings are more fragile than I thought. However, I am very much tougher than ever.

the 7 year old melody

How some tunes bring out the melody that you always have somewhere.
To be exact, 7 years back. Lying on the same bed, with the same kind of gnawking pain. Nursing a different area altogether.
The gap in between has since became a gap between us and us. The both of you who has loved me so. I am stronger and braver. I listen to these with much pride and joy. That I once received and gave. N you and you, lived on too. How great life is. Really.

MTM exercise

Mark to market exercise has begun. Its exciting to know how the world values your time.
I thought of leaving and I thought I would miss.
I miss and miss, who and who and what and what. Its amazing how you could get comfortable with surroundings that you feel, are not even the best for you.

Nonetheless, platform reinforced by a plan that has been brough out loud and has stood out bold.
The greatest knowledge of all, the inclusion of timeless, who saw before and beyond.
Make the decision for me cos all things work for good for me. ~lalalalalaaa~

The bud under the stone on me

I told her this 'you are great'.
She really is and she really is showing me.
Her new found optimism so moving.
Its driving her everyday living. I only have You to thank.

Let me give this present my very presence. I would love it too. The many yous circling this little me whom perpetual smile would brighten up this area, wherever I am. Yous are so blessed.

I miss this duck and her ways.
Its amazing how my faithfulness towards her is so unshakeable.

A thematic Year

Currently reading Tuesdays with Morrie.
Simply nice.
Everyday with You.

There is a time and place for everything.
Now, I have the luxury of time. Luxury of time alone.
Im thinking of more and more Ideas. Buy random books on a regular basis, Go vegan, Eat my pills (already doing), exercise enough (already doing) .

The theme for this year ought to be consistency. I am eager to see how far this can bring me.

I believe whatever I do, I am going towards where I am suppose to be.Living Life. The Everyday Theory fulfiled by the definitive of ALL. What could it be other than this : All good things happen to those who love You. Laalaalaaa~~~

The fear of loonliness

I fear holidays. Year end holidays to be specific. The feeling of loonliness is magnified to a pt where it seemed to be on the verge of blowing up in my face. I thought I was depressed. Somehow, everything fell into sweet places and I was ushered into remembering, and then the new year, on just about the right moment.

Long overdue-ed lookbacks.

2007 - the year of exchanges - life glances
From mini mighty to All Almighty - Got to be fuller than ever. In the midst of the undercurrents sweeping me off guards on numerous occasions, emerged two greatest miracles of all. Supernaturally natural, yet totally spectacular as there are no No reasons to negate that it was ever You. You are so smooth. You You ...whhooohooo.

My three wishes for 2008. Written somewhere else. :P

promises

Your promised me.

a lovely day indeed

A day of rest spent with You.

a life of favour

Ive asked for a bigger heart to contain a bigger You lest I explode with shouts of joy each time i think of You. I Love You. Really.

I love spending time with You

Every day. All the time. You are so good.

the assurance

Akin to David's and a preparation for a war ahead.

Proverbs 5:21

You see how i realise that You see me with Your eyes all the time.
You see how i was so moved, i teared.
You see how i know i have made You jump for joy.

You see, im ecstatic that i have made You so.

My BIG Question answered!

Mikko and Memphis were in the Ark!

How cool is that.

* My Quit *

The more I thought of how it happened, the more I know that it is You.

Be so proud of You. You . You !!!

the walk

I walked with you.
You love it so much.
You became tired.
I carried you.
Your legs dangled from my arms.
You rested on me.
I smiled in my heart.
A big proud smile.

I love you.

I dunno how to tell You how much I love You.

Faith updated

Hebrews 11:1 - Faith is the substance (title deed) of things Hoped (confident expectation) for , Evidence of things not seen.

I can see title deeds to loads of things that I have hoped for . Faith faith faith. Beautiful Faith. That then I know that it is You who has given.

Matthew 5:3-10 - How blessed. Very Blessed.

So much

I know God has blessed you and you.

Both of you, to whom my God has blessed with long and healthy lives.

Sometimes I wonder, could it be Adam who has named the both of you. Your fathers brought before him. Then, its me that has personifies you by calling you your names. With that, every sound of your names sings a joyful melody in my heart . Every picture of you comes so close to me. How I love to show you off to everyone I know. And tell them what you do everyday to even how you are when you are sleeping. You will be loved always. By your very owner. And through that I may understand, the Love that was poured unto me. That He so love me! Much more than how I have been loving you. I really dunno what is beyond that. How do I imagine. . . Argh! I feel like Im abt to explode. So much there. Show me God.

Faith not enough

I dont think I have enough faith to get by. Im trying so hard. I should stop trying. Cos my God doesnt help those who help themselves.

Talk to me God.